25!

1. I cannot study or do anything remotely productive ANYWHERE if my desk in my room is cluttered and messy. Cleaning my desk gets me in my "study mode."

2. I really really love The Little Prince. So calm yet powerful, mature yet innocent, simple yet insightful. "But the eye is blind.. One must look with the heart." <333

3. A lot of people at Berkeley think I'm from socal. Mmm.. interesting! Thoughts?

4. I make To-Do lists on post-its/random scraps of paper. Sometimes like 3 different ones each day. It's kind of disgusting cause I also use a planner... and I rarely ever follow them exactly, although I reallyyy mean to.

5. I lahv my iCal(endar) on my macbook. I love being able to look on it and see my entire life pretty much scheduled out hahaha.

6. Sometimes I make video posts on people's facebook walls but end up not posting them because I feel too embarrassed after watching them again.

7. Sun = <333 Waking up to a sunny day = one of the Top 5 Best Things EVER.

8. I am saving up for an electric violin.. it's a loong process.

9. So, I need(want) to get a job! At AvantCard fashofhaosfhoasho. Love that place.

10. I can either be really awkward or really outgoing. It depends so much on my mood or who I'm with or just how I'm feeling at that moment. I wish I were always outgoing though, cause I usually regret being quiet/shy/awkward when I could've not been that way.

11. I think I hold back on saying a lot of things because I'm too wary of how other people might feel/perceive me. Maybe that makes me passive aggressive, which I don't really like either, cause I hold things in a lot.

12. My personality test says I can be overly cynical. Ohhh how I hope I'm not!

13. If I didn't have the world's pressures on me, I'd want to become an artist (music, aesthetic, design, etc). But I really would have no idea where to start with that.. so maybe I'll just be the person who helps artists through business! Hm.

14. Little things make huge differences for me. Like one person's smile or word of affirmation, cold shoulder or look of disapproval, a hug or short message of encouragement, they all can make or break how I feel.

15. I am too idealistic sometimes. I'm workin on being more realistic haha.

16. I love creative writing and I wanna publish a fiction novel someday!

17. I am THE worst at telling stories, jokes, whatever. It always ends with the oh-so-sarcastic, "Oh wow can you tell that story again, it was so funny." :*(

18. I also suck at being the mafia or the killer or whatnot in games. When someone accuses me I just kinda freeze up and know it's over for me right then and there cause I can't defend myself.

19. If I could, I would spend allll my time with people allll day cause that makes me happy. Buttt I'm trying to manage my time so if I happen to turn you down for a hangout/meal offer, don't hate me :P

20. I walk around with my iPod earphones in not because I'm actively trying to be antisocial but because music helps me focus my thoughts and keep me pumped up as I go through the day.

21. My hands and feet are usually cold. But as Nina would say, "Cold hands mean a warm heart!" Puaha. And also the tip of my nose freezes when it's cold out.

22. I realllyyyy want to go spend a day in the city. Haven't been during the day since I've been at Cal -_- lol

23. I love to chill with people, I just suck at initiating. Sooo lemme know if you wanna hang out! I'm workin on it too :)

24. I sing when I'm alone. a looottt. (My floormates probably hear me sometimes, but whatev puaha.)

25. I wrote this list bit by bit over a course of a few days cause I can't just come up with 25 random things about me all at once! The end.

random entertainment

• Dance videosss.

Ellen Kim from FunkanometrySF (now with the l0st kids?) is famazing. For some reason I cannot get over her choreo in this video.

• TV Update:
Gossip Girl - Ummm dan is a ho. sorry. >< One Tree Hill - hm, what's new..? it's a feel-good show Heroes - I think I'm gonna be permanently confused for this show Top Chef - Stefan is a beezy.. still love the show though Lost - Scurryyyy. Can't watch it alone! American Idol - mm we'll see.. Anoop = slumdog idol! haha jk that was borderline ignorant ABDC - Strikers All-Stars, Beat Freaks, and Quest are AWESOME. I need to stop watching tv (online).

• Celebrity Apprentice is returning March 1sttt
I wish I could be on The Apprentice! I dunno if I could do a good job, but the projects look so fun.
Brian McKnight, Scott Hamilton (gold medalist in figure skating), Dennis Rodman, Khloe Kardashian, Tom Green, etcetc, are ALL going to be on this season. It's also expanding to 2 hrs per episode, so it best be AMAZING. I have high hopes!

• Did anyone else see this commercial during the Super Bowl and think it was insanely funny like I did?


mmk I promise to write about actual stuff going on in my life soon. haha

HELLO WORLD!

I have returned from an insanely long blog hiatus!!!
Hi :)

Mmm I have a lot of different things I could talk about, but I'll wait till next post. For now, I leave you for your enjoyment:


Ne-Yo - Mad (favorite song)


E40 ft. Akon - Wake It Up (favorite dance)


Holladay Special (izz kyoot.)

Sensazn. Subscribe to them!
When they come up with new videos I guarantee you will smile.

Puaha that is all goodbyeee