25!

1. I cannot study or do anything remotely productive ANYWHERE if my desk in my room is cluttered and messy. Cleaning my desk gets me in my "study mode."

2. I really really love The Little Prince. So calm yet powerful, mature yet innocent, simple yet insightful. "But the eye is blind.. One must look with the heart." <333

3. A lot of people at Berkeley think I'm from socal. Mmm.. interesting! Thoughts?

4. I make To-Do lists on post-its/random scraps of paper. Sometimes like 3 different ones each day. It's kind of disgusting cause I also use a planner... and I rarely ever follow them exactly, although I reallyyy mean to.

5. I lahv my iCal(endar) on my macbook. I love being able to look on it and see my entire life pretty much scheduled out hahaha.

6. Sometimes I make video posts on people's facebook walls but end up not posting them because I feel too embarrassed after watching them again.

7. Sun = <333 Waking up to a sunny day = one of the Top 5 Best Things EVER.

8. I am saving up for an electric violin.. it's a loong process.

9. So, I need(want) to get a job! At AvantCard fashofhaosfhoasho. Love that place.

10. I can either be really awkward or really outgoing. It depends so much on my mood or who I'm with or just how I'm feeling at that moment. I wish I were always outgoing though, cause I usually regret being quiet/shy/awkward when I could've not been that way.

11. I think I hold back on saying a lot of things because I'm too wary of how other people might feel/perceive me. Maybe that makes me passive aggressive, which I don't really like either, cause I hold things in a lot.

12. My personality test says I can be overly cynical. Ohhh how I hope I'm not!

13. If I didn't have the world's pressures on me, I'd want to become an artist (music, aesthetic, design, etc). But I really would have no idea where to start with that.. so maybe I'll just be the person who helps artists through business! Hm.

14. Little things make huge differences for me. Like one person's smile or word of affirmation, cold shoulder or look of disapproval, a hug or short message of encouragement, they all can make or break how I feel.

15. I am too idealistic sometimes. I'm workin on being more realistic haha.

16. I love creative writing and I wanna publish a fiction novel someday!

17. I am THE worst at telling stories, jokes, whatever. It always ends with the oh-so-sarcastic, "Oh wow can you tell that story again, it was so funny." :*(

18. I also suck at being the mafia or the killer or whatnot in games. When someone accuses me I just kinda freeze up and know it's over for me right then and there cause I can't defend myself.

19. If I could, I would spend allll my time with people allll day cause that makes me happy. Buttt I'm trying to manage my time so if I happen to turn you down for a hangout/meal offer, don't hate me :P

20. I walk around with my iPod earphones in not because I'm actively trying to be antisocial but because music helps me focus my thoughts and keep me pumped up as I go through the day.

21. My hands and feet are usually cold. But as Nina would say, "Cold hands mean a warm heart!" Puaha. And also the tip of my nose freezes when it's cold out.

22. I realllyyyy want to go spend a day in the city. Haven't been during the day since I've been at Cal -_- lol

23. I love to chill with people, I just suck at initiating. Sooo lemme know if you wanna hang out! I'm workin on it too :)

24. I sing when I'm alone. a looottt. (My floormates probably hear me sometimes, but whatev puaha.)

25. I wrote this list bit by bit over a course of a few days cause I can't just come up with 25 random things about me all at once! The end.